I am so sorry to hear things are going badly for you. Let's keep hope that your uterine problem will not be cancer. Were you spotting or having watery blood loss? That's what the main symptom was when my sister had uterine cancer. She's fine now. It's not something that kills people, generally. My sister's was even Stage 4--and she's alive after over ten years. See? But it's likely a polyp.

You said there are some folks who will miss you. Hang in here for them. I believe there's always hope. Please call a helpline to get support. We want you here. Please listen to somebody. Giving up is also not a good decision. Stay around and learn from the past. We all make mistakes. Sometimes a lot of them.

Have you contacted agencies for help, such as churches?