I go through the same thing here and there......just the other day, in fact. One minute I was calm, the next I was ranting, then calm again, then ready to cry, then lucid and logical.....all within 15 minutes or so.

My p-doc told me to expect all sorts of stuff - he doesn't know exactly where I land on the spectrum just yet. BP can be complex and IMO, it's a tough one to nail down with specifics. Sometimes I'm stable for a month, then I rapid cycle, then I'm depressed for a few days, then I go back to being on top of my game and I think it's all gone away. I spoke to a good friend of mine a few days ago - he has a few personality disorders and some addictions. He told me it will never go away and come back at us in all sorts of ways. We just need to be mindful and work on things like meditation, sleep, good diet, and other good habits that keep us in balance.

Rock on, Sister Rainbow.