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Originally Posted by Illegal Toilet
I don't even know why I bother to continue living. I am 36 year old male and have no motivation or expectation out of life. Just sit home and watch TV and play video games. I used to ride my bike but I cant be bothered with that anymore. I wish I could kill myself sometimes, but i don't think i can do it. All the options I can think of are too violent and I don't want to risk a failed suicide where i am left alive but disabled either.
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Dear friend
i can very well relate to you. myself, 36 yrs old male, doing the very same things what you have described. i simply sit in the home using my computer. i also have a bike and i have not bothered to go for a ride. feeling myself as a burden. just living for the sake of living;