I've already written up two replies to this and deleted 'em both

I think I know, but I'm scared to share. In case, you know, it all fades away or something. I was always told what I was to do. I almost feel like I'm not allowed to have my own ideas. That someone will laugh at me for being a silly girl for thinking that she can do *that*.
I was talking to my mother a month or so back about work and school and the like and she said something about my being too old to start something new. Of course my mother has always been quick to tell me what I can't do...

It's not psychology though, I'll say that. Like you, I've gotten very interested in psychology since I've been in therapy, and I would probably enjoy studying it, but I couldn't see myself working in the field. It's just not me.