I'm doing a lot better, Caramee. Thanks for asking.
My feelings are less intense about the situation than they were when it first happened, so I think I'm going to keep my next appointment (3 weeks away) and talk with my pdoc about it. I guess my final decision will depend on how the meeting goes, but right now I'm inclined to stick with him. We have had a good relationship for most of the 9 years, but have hit the occasional rough patch before, too. Maybe that's normal?