Hi Hooligan,

I'm sorry it must seem so frustrating, so lonely, so isolating to be cut off like that??
Although, I know it's not the same, there are still plenty of us on here who care about you, so if you need to talk.........might even be an opportunity for now for you to build up more of your friendships on here??? So if we can fill that hole just a little.........???
Maybe have a think about some of the things you'd like to say to your friends if you were talking to them, and run some of those things by us if you can???
Although don't forget while you're on PC you're not alone

And the "stupid" behavior in the past.........I'm guessing it wasn't "stupid" , there were reasons..........maybe you were hurting, maybe you were struggling, maybe you weren't in a position to realise it's real effects............?? But not "stupid"!!
Still, if you can learn anything from it (depending om the situation!!)............hindsight's always good, shame it comes after the fact!!

Anyway, like I, said don't forget we're here for you too if you want to talk..........if you want to talk to people who care about you anytime

Alison