My therapist was out of town last week and of course my anxiety level was high all week long and it was a real struggle knowing that the was "not there". It was a difficult week last week! I had my session today and it was great! Told him about the anxiety of his being gone and he said "well seems like you made it thought and should be proud of yourself". He is so wonderful and loving and I just love him more than anything else. I was so happy to see him and glad to hear that he had a great vacation. He was proud that I had managed my anxiety on my own without having to call anyone...though I certainly felt like it at time. I just don't know what I would do without him. We have such a wonderful relationship and I love him so much and he certainly cares about me and has let me know this in many acceptable ways. I always get scared of loosing him forever when I know he is out of town. We've talked about this and he has told me he will never leave me as long as it is within his control. That makes me feel soooooo good!