Well I don't like him anymore of course but yes I did feel a deep connection with him and quite honestly he was exactly my type and exceptionally handsome, so right away I got a little more attached than I probably normally would have. I also felt a connection with him because we both have PTSD, we both have anxiety and we are both INFJ on the personality spectrum. I also really liked him for other reasons that I won't mention here as it is personal to his life. We did exchange many pictures and even video of each other saying hi. I'm not sure why I was so invested in him but I was. I thought he kept putting off the dates because he was nervous to meet me.

I guess I'm just left feeling disappointed in myself that I gave him so many chances, I assumed he was sincere. But at least now I know.