When I first posted this it was in fact mere curiosity. In truth, after that point I have not been eating. I've never gone this far before, over three days now. I know it doesn't sound like much compared to what most people do but..meh. I don't know. I've been drinking a lot of water/gatorade type stuff and staying hydrated. Maybe my mind is warped here or something but...so long as there are fat tissues to run off of...starvation won't proceed to the next "step" of taking from muscle tissue...so it's not that bad to just get rid of the fat tissues that serve no purpose but hate anyways....??? maybe???
god i don't know.

oh, and I don't have a therapist nor do I have hope of gaining one, so help via that avenue isn't going to happen.