Hi,

I had a long time to come here and i don't know if i will come again.The pdoc didn't help very much and i feel destroyed.My head is empty and i have days to feel happiness or pleasure.Now even the the things i love can't do a thing.Every miserable thing,thought and emotion,my deepest fears,those that i had beaten and even myself,when i was a child,have came back to haunt me.I have days to sleep well because of stress and anxiety,it has become so much that i can't cope with it.I don't feel human anymore,i feel like a robot that does things because it has to.I have become automated,working with instinct and not thought,resulting in failure to nearly everything i do.My dreams are all shaterred and i have become a slave of my mind.And the worst is that i have to stand back,not to fight,just to see myself falling deeper and deeper to the void of my thoughts,those random thoughts,that tell me to do things that my subconscious mind wants and not me.That's how the situation has.If everyone can say anything,please say it.It would be very appreciated.

PS:Thanks for reading this.

Rebel.