I've become fixated on my co-worker. It started as just a crush on him that began when he started talking to me every time we'd see each other at work. He was/is so incredibly sweet. He's complimented me, unprovoked(lol), and he just goes out of his way to engage me in conversation. I feel like I think about him all the time. I'm disappointed when I get to work and he's not there. When he's around/approaching me, I find myself flustered and almost looking for a way to get away from him. Counterproductive, I know. I just feel like I'll be, no pun intended, crushed if he doesn't like me. Ugh. I'm messed up.