My pdoc met my husband for the first time today and as they were talking about me, he mentioned how paranoid I am in everyday life. Didn't know this about myself. Surprised me. Something else to worry about.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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