Thank you Hallie Beth. I feel like being sick about my pdoc reading these messages is paranoia and proves him right. I feel like such a stupid girl. I'll try not to worry about it but it is so hard for me. I didn't even realize that some of the things I "worry" about are paranoia until today. I thought I was aware of myself. I don't know how not to "worry" about what people think, or say, or do about me. I don't even know how I'll recognize it to learn how to stop it. I didn't even know it was a problem (unless I'm highly depressed or manic) and it turns out, according to my pdoc, it is one of my biggest struggles.