I'm so sorry that you feel awful about yourself all of the time. Would you be willing to say more about how you are feeling, what you feel awful about?

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Right, your dad is not in a position to help in the way that a good therapist could. I trust that he means well but it sounds like you would benefit from someone who is better at listening and understanding.

In one of your threads at least you spoke of seeing a therapist. How possible is it for you to see one again, and how likely would you be to see one if you could?

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