Morning, couch.

I just had my shower (woke up late) and am chilling before I have to work later this afternooon.

T yesterday went so-so. I am still trying to adjust to a new therapist. She tried to contact my old T for records, but my old T fax machine was broken so she couldn't send them. New T said old T offered to certidtied mail them, but new T said she wanted a fax. Old T also offered to talk on the phone for information, but new T said she wanted hard records for my file. Grrrr.... Old T is trying, and new T is set on getting a fax.

Since old T is no longer in practice, I doubt she is going to get her fax machine fixed or get a new one. Why does she need one anymore, so I guess new T is never going to get the records. Maybe this is a sign that this is not the T for me. New T is still saying she doesn't know why I am in therapy. I want old T back, why did she have to retire.

New T is saying if I can hold down 2 jobs and do well at both of them, I am functioning excellent and don't have a need for therapy. Okay, yes...but I have other things that bring me down or stress me out when I am not at work. Pdoc even thinks I need therapy due to my diagnosis. I'd hate to have a shared chart, but maybe going with a T in his office would be the way to go. At least then, he's there to give his input.

Maybe I will make an appointment with his therapist to try her out. She if I like her better than my new T. I dunno what to do.