Nicky, you're never too old to transform. You're only a couple of years older than me, and like you, my life has been what I call, a trail of scorched earth. My BPD diagnosis came just this year. I've been in DBT counseling since March, and in group for a little over a month. It is a journey.
I'm also thinking of seeing if I can qualify for a Service Dog. I could use the buffer when I'm out in public, and my dog would be a reason to go outside my home more often. There are other skills I would utilize, and as far as the going outside the home part, just the thought of it with a dog companion gives me hope.
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Dx: MDD, BPD, Complex PTSD, Moderate Bi-Polar I, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Kidney Failure Stage 3
History of Migraines
Spinal Fusion at Cervical 5-7
Rx: Currently - Latuda 80 mg, bupropion 300 mg, hydroxyzine 50 mg, lisinopril 20 mg, Cymbalta 90 mg, counseling.
Past - Imitrex, Fiorcet, Ergostat, Zoloft, Lamotrigine, Oxcarbazepine, Abilify, Paxil, Celexa, Pamelor, Soma, Norco, Flexeril, Diclofenac, mirtazapine, trazodone, lithium, DBT group & individual therapy.

Ain't that the truth?!?
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