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Hello beanbag0 and I'm so sorry that you feel bad about yourself. I've always felt like that and I was a fat kid which diddnt help in any way I, being teased at by other kids. Although it diddnt effect me badly at the time, it sure did once I actually left school. The first "diet" worked so well that I ended up in the psych hospital with anorexia and depression. This continued for many years, I went from underweight to way way overweight and suicidal bids ensured I spent more time in psych hospital, which actuallyc felt to be a "safe" place for me. Years later and 56 years old I still suffer eating disorders. I feel that if I'd have a decent understanding T over those years, I'd have found a way out of my immediate issues. It's important for you to find a T who gels with you, this doesn't always happen with the first T you meet, it's always well worth trying to seek another if it's at all possible. I wish you luck and hope you find someone who can help you. HUGS. X
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