I feel like I should be in hospital. but I need to stay out. surely I can make it until therapy on Monday (it's sat night). but that t tends to trigger us really badly. and we already cancelled last week. I have a pt apnt I can't miss Wednesday. if I go in, there's a good chance I won't get out in time.
going in and out of fugue.... (and not D minor )
but as long as I can still stay sadfe and be in and out in fugue -that's what matters. the urges to ingure are there. but I gotta beat this.
there's lotgs of factors to what's going on.
we're so stubborn we keep mule-headed pushing thru (ok i'm being told *I* do) things that maybe I should back off from.
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