It doesn't seem off base, it just seems like something I don't want to hear. I mean I'm sure you're right but I can't deal with these facts. I can't deal with idea that I'll never know if I'm really straight or not, that I'll never meet a woman to be with. (Which I won't, if I never know if I'm really straight or not.)

I'm sorry if this sounds too extreme. I had a really horrible day today.