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Old Jun 14, 2015, 06:10 AM
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Originally Posted by Capriciousness View Post
Wahoo raspberry is geeking out!

Haha. I thought that it would get bleeped out to. All my best expressive language gets bleeped. I guess maybe it seemed like language like that was very called for in this situation. Ha

you don't take a girls benzos!
Right?

I'm so mad at myself! I'm prescribed 4mg a day by my old doctor and was doing great yesterday. Took 2mg. Okay. Little over what I'm trying to taper right now. But that's okay. I had a really bad paranoia attack last night.

And then my husband comes home from work, and I thought he'd be happy because I'm starting to feel silly, and instead he started interrogating me about how much sleep I got the night before (which was four I think) and saying that I need to get more sleep and it's a warning sign that I'm going up and if I start getting less than four hours a sleep for many consecutive days in a row he WILL bring me to the ER.

For the love of Pete! I can't win!

Anyway, so I took the other two clonazepam so I could sleep so my husband wouldn't get upset.

And I ate way too many cookies last night. Seriously. I have the worst stomach ache. That's what I get for eating like an entire package of birthday cake oreo cookies! Just what my big fat *** needs. Lol!
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