My partner is driving a few hours away to pick up an aviary. First she has to stop and pick up a trailer from a friend. I need to stay behind because I am the on call vet for a big horse show this weekend. ( but I am just on call, I don't need to be there I just can't be hours away) . I don't think today is a great day for me to be alone for 8 hours. It's pouring out so riding horses is out. I need to clean parrot cages but I am not motivated. I could do billing for sork. I'm just pretty certain in am going to get very very depressed once she leaves. I just don't feel like being alone today.