I think it's very kind of you to apologize to others.

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My thoughts have been a bit scattered, so I have problems following the longer threads. It overwhelms me when I click on a thread, read a serious post and then see there are 20 replies to sort my way through.

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that's just how my world is almost ALL the time! I have such trouble with long posts and threads.... heck.... I even get lost when I think-- "I dont' have time now, but I'm going to come back to this and post".... and then I can't for the life of me find it again!!

I think... at least I hope... that most people here understand the nature of this site and that we all do what we are able to do....
no need to feel guilty-- you are great just the way you are!

DepressMe- and glad you are starting to feel better

mandy