((((((((((((((gostryter & kitty))))))))))))))))))

You are both in my prayers and thoughts. I know it seems like a viscous circle sometimes. I understand what you are saying. Maybe you can call back for another appointment with the T and explain that you need a little nudge to stay and talk. If they don't know you, they don't want to force you into doing something you may not be ready for yet.

I hope you find some help soon hon. Purple is right, keep posting and venting....it will help! We care!

Hugssss
J