Does anyone struggle with not knowing if they can trust their own emotions and thoughts? I'm starting to feel that some people are avoiding me but then I wonder if I am being paranoid and why in the world I even care. And what if I am being paranoid? What if this is a paranoid psychosis? I don't have an active fight or flight instinct. When I'm in danger, I don't tend to realize it. I've been in several situations where I have had had people to literally tell me that I needed to leave or I would get my *** kicked. My therapist thinks that I believe I'm invincible. Maybe for a time I did. Hell I don't know any other reason for some of the stuff I've done this past year. All I know is that I get paranoid that people are out to get me sometimes or that they are distancing themselves from me because they know something about me that I don't. I hate feeling this way! I don't know what to do about it.

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