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Indeep82
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Default Jun 14, 2015 at 04:27 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Foreveryoung33 View Post
What is one thing that an help someone with bpd, until they find a medication/therapy that works..I feel like I just want to be numb at this point.
I haven't found anything yet that absolutely works. I can get numb with SSRI's but then I have no emotional responses at all and people think I'm weirder than they do now. I'm not in a position in my career where people thinking I'm weird is advantageous in any way. So I try the "fake it til I feel it" approach sometimes but I'm not good at faking my feelings. I hate the way I think most days and I feel like this is a terminal diagnosis. I had found journaling to be a little therapeutic but then I have days where I get so paranoid people will read what I write that I tear it up or, if I have typed it into my notes on my phone, I delete it.
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