Oh I know that feeling oh too well, I've vowed to myself I WILL NEVER EDIT PREVIOUS POSTS NO MATTER HOW EMBARRASSING THEY ARE.

In fact, the only real reason why I started writing in the first place was not 'as a therapy assignment to help track my moods' (I tell people that) but because I was manic and high on caffine at the time and I thought it was a GREAT IDEA to start a blog!