I've blogged for 9 1/2 years but am taking down all but a few posts as soon as I'm well enough to deal with it. I will keep posting on loxapine because there is nothing out there. But the rest of my posts will be private now. I've said everything on the blog there is to say. Nearly 10 years of cycling, there just isn't a lot to say again.

When I'm IP I journal with a vengeance. I write down everything. Last time I filled 2 notebooks. I know they flip through during room checks wondering what I write. I write everything because when I'm there I have no idea what is important to know and it fills the time. It helps me tell my therapist what has been going on. And it helps me manage living with other people in close quarters. And just dealing period.

My handwriting changes when my mood changes too. So does my writing style and words I use.