Thank you for your kind replies again!
I mentioned before, that I have "religious" ocd, so scrupolosity and it was really bad last weekend. It's already summer, but I simply can't enjoy the holidays. Mike, I saw you had that type of this disorder when you were younger, maybe we could talk about it.
I hope to be calmer soon, but I can't go to a psychologist right now. Maybe next week. It would be a great help, if somebody could write me daily. So here is my FB profile:attila.kiss.9822924 (Facebook). I hope to contact with a kind helper soon.
Good to hear that my appearence is 'great', Blacksheep, it's might be because of the use of the emojis - this time I tried to decrease their number, because my writing was full of them. I hope this day will be better. At last, I'd like to enjoy my life.
I'm so pleased with this site, and you are really friendly to me!
Have a nice day, bye!