Does anyone else feel like they easily submit to depression when they experience it? I don't want to take my meds because they may actually get me out of bed and I'd rather lay there and suffer. It's not that I like being depressed, it is simply that I have lost my fight. My mom is trying to get me to eat healthier. If you can't tell by comparing my previous profile picture to my current profile picture, I have gained quite a bit of weight from both not eating well and mostly from meds. I told my mom that I don't have the strength to fight for my health. I don't have the strength to fight for much of any circumstance. I often feel both insignificant and pitiful. How do you manage not to concede to depression? I haven't found it yet.