I didn't go in today Was up all night worrying. Despite my zopiclone/melatonin combo which works beautifully 99% of the time.

I totally get what you guys are saying about sticking it out. I just don't think I can do it. I can't meet their expectations. Am I being too hard on myself? Maybe. But just knowing I have the option for some flexibility would go a long way... but learning that they're not even willing to do that is incredibly demoralizing you know?

I won't get into my parents here. lol