oh y god i just came home i am shaking , i dont knoe what to do. I just saw her in the mall, i saw her first and i wanted to walk away but she saw me and she came to me, hugged me and was so happy

she said im so happy to see you after such a long time how are you doing, i thought i died my heart is beting like crazy . i almost cried but handled myswlf. i am totally overwhelmed. so i couldnt breathe.

i cant even beleive this is real, i cant even type. i am so shocked and i dont knoe what to do

literally shaking she just hugged me
i am crying so hard now i cant evne see the screen idont know what to do i feel horrible

i was doing so good with the not obsesing and all that and now its all ruined