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Old Jun 15, 2015, 11:58 AM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
A month from now tomorrow.

I don't know why I have to be this way! I can't stop crying! It's pathetic.

I have a wonderful life. A loving husband, beautiful daughter, okay job, I've been making some writing progress... Finances could better, but they're not terrible.

It's like the only thing wrong with my life is me.
I'm right there with you sister and it is terrible. My eyes are so heavy and tired from crying. I am so sorry! If it helps, the new clinic I'm going to try, the one with the potential new pdoc, also does not allow benzos which I also hate because they are SO good in emergencies (especially panic). It worries me. What will I do? I can appreciate how you are feeling. You should give yourself a break. You are going through a lot mentally and you have no pdoc for assisstance. Anyone would be broken in that situation. I hope you are feeling better soon!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Thanks for this!
raspberrytorte