Direction, I know how you feel hon. But I can say with the utmost certainty, it is not the way to go.

There are a number of different reasons that I'm sure you are aware of.

1. Alcohol and meds do not mix well
2. You are taking on a health risk in many ways by self medicating with alcohol.
3. Alcohol is a depressant.
4. When faced with your issues, why put yourself in a position of making more damaging decisions while impaired by alcohol? Life is difficult enough without adding to it!
5. We care about you here and don't want to see you making a mistake that you will regret.

Life is about choices, no matter what our issues are. We have the power to make the right choice or the wrong choice. I'm pretty sure if someone else had posted what you posted, you would be telling them the same thing I'm telling you. Please turn some of that logical, good thinking on yourself and be kind to yourself. You so deserve it!

Hugssssss
J