so I have been working at my job for almost 3 months already i feel like such a dumb loser everybody get a long with everyone all my co workers joke around with each other and have fun etc.. i feel like they feel weird around me because im sort of awkward i think its because i barely talk to anyone and when i do talk to somebody i always sound so dumb and slow well i talk to this one girl but i feel like the only reason she talks to me is cause she feel sorry and plus she is my aunts friend so yea she kind of understands the way i am ( im sure my aunt has explained to her my situation ) ive been depressed for almost 2 years i have isolated myself from the real world and stayed in my room for a couple a months the only reason i would leave my room was to gets something to eat and drink i was really depressed i wouldn't talk to anyone not even parents or my siblings when family would come over i would feel scared to come out i have no idea why i just did it was like this fear over came me and i had no control over it now im doing a little better even though my parents said that i have came a long way from where i was two years ago i feel like i still got a lot of work ahead of me . ii feel like i would never see the light at the end of the tunnel