im moving and im having to switch clinics and get a new case manager
im fortunate enough to be in the same district so atleast i get to keep my pdoc

i keep losing my team members!
first i lose my T (tried a new T and didnt like her..)
now im losing my case manager
and my pdoc is retiring at the end of the year so i will be getting a new pdoc

why do my people keep leaving me!

on top of that im feeling so flat, so blunted... no enjoyment from any thing, even my obsessions are falling apart...