I am not joking, I thought you were being an ***** when you said "ED", because I thought you meant erectile dysfunction.because of the association from the late night commercials played intermittently on the science channel : P I actually think the meds are the problem, I don't know if I described it wrong or something. I mean I talked it over with a friend, and recently found out that there is a hunger between hunger pain, and eating for comfort. I don't know if this sounds weird or anything, but because of my meds, it's either one or the other depending on the time of day. I kind of need help figuring out how to stabilize that, assuming my metabolism is just rekked. I was told that if you like, don't eat all day, or have a habit of eating very little you can actually store weight and reck your metabolism too, but I'm not an expert. That's why I'm heeere, seeing if anyone else has had the same exp.

And I'm not really into doing exercise yet at all. I would like to get a handle on my roller-coaster-y depression and gaining back some of my previously enjoyed hobbies before I feel I could handle the pressure of sticking with something that seems like a another chore. I know I sound difficult, but I'm trying to be honest with myself.

I did enjoy being active, but on my terms, like fun stuff, like swimming, tennis, ice skating, classes and work outs tend to bore me, or exhaust me too quickly, and I stop having fun, and burn out.

But thanks so much, it gives me something to look forward too, if it turns out just lack of exercise is the only thing wrong once I can get there...