I can completely relate. Eventually you just accept your fate. For me, it's gotten to the point that I'm glad for the other people of the world that they don't have to deal with me. I get sad when people want to be with me, because I know what they will end up going through. They always come to their senses, and it always ends badly, either they get their feelings hurt or they get really mad. What I go through doesn't matter. At this point I actively try to avoid interacting with people. In the end, it's better for all of us.