How is it possible to believe that you are invincible and you are idolized and will never again be depressed one month? Then, how is it possible that the next month you believe you are hated and you are hopeless and will never again leave this deep anguish? It defys logic!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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