Had my second-to-last session with T today, and it was really good.
she said she disagreed with my self-report of bpd (which I had only mentioned because I had seen it on so much of my medical records I only felt it fair to warn her - kinda like "hey, look, other people agree I'm a horrid monster, so fair warning that you will likely go screaming in the other direction")... we talked about how it's unfairly stigmatized, but also often has very valid and understandable reasons for developing. She maintained that she does not see it in me (little internal happy dance as I think it's a bunk dx... I have yet to meet anyone with a bpd dx that hasn't developed it due to trauma, but that's a whole other thread)
she told me she thought I was good at my chosen profession
she said we can do a joint art project for our last session :dancingchili:
I'm really gonna miss her...