thank you all very much
(((Dream runner))))
(((Erinbear))))
(((sister)))
(((winterrose))))
(((hopefull)))
Well, i cannot have a woman therapist ...i refuse..i dont know why exactly...but for some reason i can only have a guy therapist....or at least i think...thats how i feel...i am terrified of dissociation.....and i do think my therapist went way to fast....we were on our second session and he was getting into my self injury and how to stop it...and i really dont actually remember what he said but all i remember is i stopped looking at him...and when i got things clear i was curled up on the couch....and he just looked at me and said something like...you dont seem to wild about that idea.....i think he made a suggestion about stopping my self injury...i shouldnt be dissociating about self injury....i mean if it was about my family i could see...but i dont understand.....i think he might have gone to fast....i guess....i dont know
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. "
- White Oleander
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