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Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman
Getting to that appointment would be a good idea. You're not in a comfortable place getting such little sleep, and you could be on your way into another full-blown episode. Can you reschedule the appointment to see your doctor earlier?
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I could do but I'm not going to. I like my doctor and she's always fitted me in when I've needed to be seen. Last night I was on these forums/ general internet browsing until about 4am and then found myself wide awake until about 6am, when I got 2 hours 45 minutes sleep. That was with a sleeping tablet.
I still toy around with the idea of just saying '**** this' to all these tests, meds, appointments and check-ins. This wouldn't be seen as a good thing when I didn't start turning up though. I know who and what I am though and I've been scraping through life up to this point so honestly, why not.
Tough day ahead. I'm going shopping for sensible things, enjoying some sun time and drinking in that order.