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Tried to talk about it... tried to forget about it... tried to minimize its impact ... tried to minimize the pain... tried to blame it on myself.

And the only thing that is working is me saying that it is all my fault.

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I know the feeling too. Blaming yourself seems to make the anxiety less. Maybe you are taking the blame before someone else can blame you.