Have my first session today after a break. I'm actually missing her before I've even gone like I know the 45 min won't be enough. It will be awkward. I always walk in to her room feeling low for needing someone's help. Last session before the break was rough so I guess we'll small chat and then try to talk. My emotions are all over the place today from thinking I should just quit because my focus is too much on her to thinking I can't wait to see her. Unfortunately, it will all depend on her reactions and mood.