Well it's been going on since 2012, but the things in life that I used to find very pleasurable have been fading away instantly. First it was just a couple of TV shows, but then it became all TV shows and movies and books and music. I can't watch or read or listen to music without having this very tight feeling in the core of my chest. That tight feeling has ruined everything I used to find pleasurable. It got to its worse when I all of a sudden couldn't enjoy my life long hobby of drawing. I went through multiple therapists and tried multiple types of medication, but the tight feeling in my chest won't go away, and it's that tight feeling in my chest that has prevented me from enjoying the things I used to enjoy. I honestly don't know how to explain this any more or else I may send out mixed messages or confuse people. But I am in desperate need of help outside my therapy and medication.
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