I've had some sever issues handling workplace stuff.... I've posted out of 3 different departments for the same reason. Now in my fourth one.... I start getting in a down state and then I Become very paranoid over anyone's comments or reactions... I'm very quiet in general (I'm sure I'm the perfect candidate for sad..) and I'm an all or nothing individual.. I hate confrontation until it's too late.. Then I'm a volcano and can make everyone's head in the building turn.. (Already happened once at work about 3 years ago to my boss no less) but 99% of the time I'm quite the opposite. Quiet... I left departments In the past because of paranoia about people making fun of me and other stuff.. Now I'm in another department and I've started to feel the same way.... Then today someone called me "forest" then kinda reacted like oops... I never responded.. Now I'm even more paranoid and depressed thinking go to another department.. But at this point I think it's safe to say it's going to be like this anywhere and maybe I should learn to deal with it..

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