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Originally Posted by hankster
Sounds like a thought your t needed to keep to herself. Sounds like you need to find a t who understands what it really means for it to never be enough. Not somebody who is sitting on top of a mountain of candy and asking you why youre still hungry.
Its something my t and i share; i dont get the feeling your t is IN THERE with you, whether thats your "fault" or hers, you havent moved towards each other. She has to leave a space open for you. |
No . For me, now it's true and it was spoken in love. I am surrounded by love but it never fills me up because I won't take it in. I sincerely recognized the truth in her words. I can brush off the biggest display of love as insincere.
We are very close. She said yesterday " I don't want you to always feel this suffering. You can fill the emptiness in your heart if you open yourself to all the love in the world. But first you have to believe that love is for you or you never even see it"
I sincerely believe she us correct and that it's only the strength of our relationship that allowed me to.hear what she was saying and see how it was different from what my mother always said