I'm so sorry you are going through this. The closest thing to this that I have experienced is from my mother. She is my biggest supporter and she is amazing but she often shuts me down, makes me feel like I am complaining too much, and sometimes even shushes me. It hurts. I wish your family would listen to you and I wish you felt more cared for by them. We are here for you when they are not and we love you. I know it's not the same but we do care so much!