I used to always feel lonely. I couldn't understand it either because I had a husband and 2 children. How could I feel so very lonely among these people? Sigh. I don't feel so lonely anymore...hardly ever as a matter of fact...I give the credit to my therapist patience and my dedication to finding myself to fill that void. Every once in awhile I feel that crushing pressure in the middle of my being, like there was a gapping hole inside and gravity was crushing me into it, but I don't associate it with loneliness anymore. It just is. I use it to remind myself that I still have work to do, still have more of me to find. But I know all my peices are out there somewhere just trying to find their way back to me. When I find them all I believe that feeling will be gone because there will be no place for it to be within me.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson