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Old Jun 16, 2015, 11:37 PM
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Aloha Tazling,

I did not drink well either... I did the same things you have and felt the way you feel. BUT- I got help and decided the best way I could make up for my past behavior was to STAY sober. It took friends and family awhile to trust me again, but they did. The hardest part was forgiving myself for the pain I had caused others, forgiving myself brought freedom and peace back to my life. Thanks to AA and my own hard work, that was 34-years ago and Ive never taken a drink or drug since. Best wishes on your journey- You will heal soon
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DX:
MDD- Treatment refractory depression
Total Anhedonia
C-PTSD
Hashimoto's Thyroiditis

RX:FINALLY- found a doc to prescribe an MAOI!!
Nardil (MAOI)
Lithium
Remeron 15mg
K-pin 0.5 mg/night
Levothyroxine
Thanks for this!
JadeAmethyst