sometimes i wonder,
how can noone see?
am i really that good at mascarading?
or do they just pretend like me?

the ones that i love,
those that are so close,
cant they see i am lost?
do they really not notice?

i know i hold back,
because i dont want to upset anyone,
but how can noone see?
that my spirit is gone.

i am just a shell,
this isn't me,
i am no longer here,
How can noone see?

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